看破红尘

Knowing and accepting are two different things. 看破红尘....好难办得到。难道要看破红尘才能快乐的生活？

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矛盾

"人嚮往的東西是一回事，適合自己的，又是另一回事。" - 张小娴

为何那么矛盾呢？唉....

The Secret

Hear, hear.... got inspired by the DVD from Ben on The Secret
.

"The Law of Attraction", "The Law of Universe".

You will attract what you think and channel your energy to....

Here are my wishes:

1) I am young and beautiful
- great legs
- great skin
- slim figure

2) Happy and healthy relationship

3) Bonus money every year

"My wish is your command"

Random

Went to Kwan Yin temple to pray today.
Took some random pics on my iPhone.

And of cos my handsome devil :)

Gloomy Sunday

s z o m o r ú v a s á r n a p

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r e z s ő s e r e s s l y r i c s

Ősz van és peregnek a sárgult levelek
Meghalt a földön az emberi szeretet
Bánatos könnyekkel zokog az öszi szél
Szívem már új tavaszt nem vár és nem remél
Hiába sírok és hiába szenvedek
Szívtelen rosszak és kapzsik az emberek...

Meghalt a szeretet!

Vége a világnak, vége a reménynek
Városok pusztulnak, srapnelek zenélnek
Emberek vérétől piros a tarka rét
Halottak fekszenek az úton szerteszét
Még egyszer elmondom csendben az imámat:
Uram, az emberek gyarlók és hibáznak...

Vége a világnak!

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LITERAL ENGLISH TRANSLATION:

It is autumn and the leaves are falling
All love has died on earth
The wind is weeping with sorrowful tears
My heart will never hope for a new spring again
My tears and my sorrows are all in vain
People are heartless, greedy and wicked...

Love has died!

The world has come to its end, hope has ceased to have a meaning
Cities are being wiped out, shrapnel is making music
Meadows are coloured red with human blood
There are dead people on the streets everywhere
I will say another quiet prayer:
People are sinners, Lord, they make mistakes...

The world has ended!

Such sad lyrics and melody.... no wonder its called the Hungarian suicide-song.....

羽云

无题

I was reading the profiles on my facebook. Make me miss my Navy days. Makes me realised I need to do some things. Need to find a hobby, need to go ahead with my life. Instead of just sleeping and sitting in front of the comp....

寻觅童年足迹

Had this urge to capture the memories of my childhood for quite sometime already.
I think I really need to find a day to realise this 心愿 (what is this in "england"? :p) of mine.

“抓不住时间的冲击，唯能留住贩黄的回忆”

留鳥。過境鳥

我們到底要做幾回過境鳥，才肯安定下來，成為某個人的留鳥？

我們又要遇過多少過境鳥，才會遇到命定的留鳥？

愛情永遠是曖昧不明的時候最甜蜜，然後是熱戀。後來的後來，就像過去的每段戀情一樣，終歸要落入尋常生活，要被時間消磨。唯一不同的只是對象而已。但是，人卻不可能為了追逐曖昧不明和熱戀時期的快樂而不斷去戀愛。

愛情一直也有它的周期，就像人生，無可避免要經歷生老病死。

有沒有不死的人？你微笑搖頭，說不出的傷感。

我們都是彼此生命中的過境鳥，我們也曾是留鳥。

留鳥

No updates

haiz....normal days. Nothing exciting happened.

Miss those days when I am more 诗情画意..... :(

Talk Rock

Wah!! My fav blogger is back! Finally after 1.5 years.....

Click on the title to check him out!

可不可以不要牽掛一個人？

愛情，就是彼此永不止息的思念，是永遠放不下的牽掛，是心甘情願的牽絆。

你問：「可不可以不要牽掛一個人？那種滋味太苦了。」

苦的，不是牽掛，而是沒有應答的牽掛。當你牽掛他的時候，他並沒有牽掛你。他從來不像你牽掛他那樣牽掛著你。

面对恐惧与不安

心好痛，好痛。明明知道答案了为何这么耿耿于怀？我好怕要面对这一天。我应该先开口吗？

恐惧。不安。畏怯

Breadou

Got this cute little bun as wrist rest for Christmas.... ^^

2009

Yelow, 2009!

Hmm... was pretty busy yesterday nite with all the drunkard calls and fighting and disputes. :(

I found that I am getting lazier and lazier on my NY resolution. I used to be very enthusiastic and optimistic at the end of the year as I ticked off things I've done and planing for the following year.
This year however seems like a normal day to me. Not much excitement that i felt.

I guess the main thing I wanna do in 2009 is to live life fully. Really gotta join the dance class which I have been talking about for 2 years... :p

As for the rest... we will just see how things goes.

Hope 2009 is a good year for all.

Happy New Year 2009!!

Ambulance door left wide ajar... but where's everyone?

For more than 10 minutes, this ambulance door was left wide open, with nary a paramedic in sight, and the STOMPer who spotted it at a Woodlands car park wondered why this had happened.

The contributor had been helping a friend move and said he was unsure of the exact location of the block the ambulance was spotted at.

He MMSed STOMP on Dec 12 at 9:35 pm and said:

"An empty ambulance with nobody to look after?

"The engine and everything else was still on."

The STOMPer added that this happened for more than 10 minutes, and subsequently, he saw several medical personnel carrying an empty stretcher board the vehicle.


1 bo liao person asking to be f*** up, down, left, right, center......tsk tsk tsk

我要的

I want

1. Someone who truly loves me
2. Someone who is willing to put in effort to maintain the relationship
3. Someone who is not riding a donkey while looking for a horse

I've lost a love once and I'm not gonna lose again. That is why I will give my best to my next relationship. I will exhaust all possibilities before calling quits if it din work out.

对于错过的爱，我只能惋惜。所以我会更珍惜下一段恋情.......来弥补上一段的遗憾。

傻女人

在現在這個現實與即食的世界﹐" 夫妻本是同凌鳥﹐大難臨頭個自飛" 的例子太多了。試問我能不心寒嗎 ? 我嚮往的只是一段純真的愛情。一段沒有面具﹐沒有戒心的愛情 。就是單單純純的愛一個男人 。真正的愛是無私的吧 ? 是不求回報的吧 ? 如果你遇到了一個疼愛你的人但你覺得你不能跟他付出的一樣多﹐你會放棄嗎 ? 會覺得他應該遇到一個更珍惜他的人嗎 ? 還是會好好的享受被愛的幸福 ? 可能人都是泛賤的吧 .... 往往就是不會珍惜與享受被愛的幸福卻對那些視你于糞土的人死心塌地 。Haaa.......人可真泛賤啊 !

我也是屬於這類型的人吧﹗我祇想能全心全意的愛一個人 。能遇到一個讓我愛他多于自己的男人 。可是如果讓我遇到了﹐我往往都不會是他的最愛 。Haaa...... 真矛盾啊﹗曾有個友人說過 "In Love, either you love or you dun. You will be very selfish to one, yet you will be very generous with another. " 我覺得蠻有道理的 。張小嫻在她的一篇文章寫到

" 你相信永遠的愛情嗎 ? 世上有兩種女人 ﹐一種聰明而孤絕﹐太了解愛情的真相﹐所以不快樂。 一種天真而簡單﹐幸福的被一個男人愛着 。 你又屬於哪一種呢 ? "

我想我是屬於第一種 。但﹐ 做個簡單的女人何嘗不是種幸福呢 ? 有時﹐太過清醒並不是件好事 。如果哪天我真遇到了一個能讓我無條件愛他的人而我不是他的最愛﹐ 我寧願不要知道真相﹐就讓我相信我是他最愛的人 。有時我也想做個簡單的女人...........


Something I wrote 3 years ago.... ironic isn't it? lol

But whatever it is, I will not stick with someone who dun love me, no matter how much I love him. I've come to accept only 2-way street. I value myself.

我能付出所有，但得值得。。。。是一个真正爱我的人，和我爱的人。

Humour found on net

LIFE'S A TEST - AND YOU'RE GRADED ON A CURVE

At age 4, success is...not peeing in your pants.

At age 12, success is...having friends.

At age 16, success is...having a driver's license.

At age 20, success is...having sex.

At age 35, success is...having money.

At age 50, success is...having money.

At age 60, success is...having sex.

At age 70, success is...having a driver's license.

At age 75, success is...having friends.

At age 80, success is...not peeing in your pants.

想哭

刚读到一位部落朋友的entry. 让我鼻子一酸...... 是为我和他。

Sad day, Glad day

Went for a fall from height case. Sad.... the girl was only 6 years old. I was already getting my "ga chang" ready to scoop and go. But when I saw the girl at scene, my heart sank. It was a clear cut case of dead on arrival. What can I do? I can only tell the cruel truth to the parents and comfort them...... sad.

On the other hand, I'm so glad to have a chance to talk to Joanna, a ITE lecturer who is attached to my station for ambulance run. She is my support pillar man.... thanks to her that I felt so much better. At least I know who I can turn to when I run into r/s problem.

And Uncle and KY also lend me their arms and shoulder as punching bags....haha. Thanks to them.... I will be strong.

无奈

Leo and Scorpio Love Match
When Leo Dates a Scorpio
By TAROT.COM

Scorpios prefer to play out their dramas in private, and might find the Leo's loud roar childish and hard to understand. Scorpio needs a lot of emotional space and clear boundaries, while Leo needs over-the-top displays of love and affection. Leo might not get what they need with a Scorpio, who is more reserved with their love. It's not hopeless, though. If Leo can learn not to express absolutely everything they feel, all the time, and their Scorpio can understand that Leo needs attention and make an effort to be more demonstrative, Leo and Scorpio can make it work.

Scorpio and Leo Love Match
When Scorpio Dates a Leo
By TAROT.COM

Leos are outgoing and flashy, often grabbing the limelight away from less showy signs. Scorpio wants to be respected and recognized for their accomplishments, and if Leo steals attention away from Scorpio, they'll find it unbearable. Scorpio and Leo are both fixed signs, which means they can both be stubborn when Scorpio wants to be - and they often do. This isn't an impossible relationship, but it will require a lot of compromise and acceptance on both sides. If Scorpio and Leo can pull it off, they'll both be rewarded with a loving, loyal partner who is in it for the long haul.

:(

Are You the One For Me?

Yo, reading this book by the same author Barbara De Angelis (Click on the Title for the link) Wah...like this book man. Basically guiding you or rather provide you the pointers to be in a healthy relationship, not a toxic one. To find the Right Partner for you... not just any partner.

It also discuss why we choose the people we love, avoiding who's wrong, marrying for the wrong reasons and even a compatibility formula! I will just list down 1 interesting part that most of us will be familiar with.

To be in a fulfilling relationship depends not only on LOVE. Okay, not too romantic if you think about it but not matter how much we deny, deep down we all know it requires much more than just love to maintain a relationship.

We all got our ideas of love and romance through novels, movies, songs etc etc. Sigh... how I wish my love life will be as romantic as in the movie or as sweet as in a song. However, Barbara believes that we do not make intelligent choices on love because we believe in the Deadly Myths about Love.

MYTH #1
TRUE LOVE CONQUERS ALL

MYTH #2
WHEN IT IS REALLY TRUE LOVE, YOU WILL KNOW THE MOMENT YOU MEET THE OTHER PERSON

MYTH #3
THERE IS ONLY 1 TRUE LOVE IN THE WORLD THAT IS RIGHT FOR YOU

MYTH #4
THE PERFECT PARTNER WILL FULFILL YOU COMPLETELY IN EVERY WAY

MYTH#5
WHEN YOU EXPERIENCE POWERFUL SEXUAL CHEMISTRY WITH SOMEONE, IT MUST BE LOVE

Alright, I know you will not agree to some of the myths as it is pretty clear that there is no logic... for example #5. I'm sure most of us will not believe it. But I'm also pretty sure most of us hold and believe some from #1 to #4. Some people might argue that they are not myths, but the truth about love. Well, your life is yours and it is up to you how you want to live it. Nobody can change you if you do not want to change.

For myself, I think I fall for #1, 2 and 3. Haiz.... it is really scary to think that the beliefs you hold true to now is not the truth. I mean it is soooo romantic to believe what was written above, don't you agree? But I guess we have to come back to reality. And it is a bit scary...to tell the truth.

I decided to do the exercises in the book because I am committed to have a healthy and fulfilling relationship.



Of cos the main reason is "Because I'm worth it." *wink*

The Real Rules

Went to the library to get a few books so that I can will away my time for standby for the F1. I will be at UOB building, so I won't have a chance to see the action but I least I get to hear the tires screeching.... :p

Just finished this book by Barbara De Angelis, Ph.D "The Real Rules"(Click on the main title for a link) talking about dating rules to find the right man for you. Interesting read. It dispute some old rules of dating from our mother's time like acting hard to catch, have to maintain mysterious to capture a man's heart etc etc. In place, she established a new set of rules that most women now would agree more on. At least I do.

I especially like the Chapter on "4 stages of commitments in a relationship". That basically sums up what I was trying to do and boy am I glad that someone thinks the same way too.

Sometimes when a woman wants a commitment from a man, it not necessary mean marriage.

Commitment level #1 : Commitment to be sexually and emotionally monogamous
Time line: 0 - 3 mths

Basically means exclusive dating. Meaning you dun sleep around and have other intimate relationship with another person

Commitment level #2 : Commitment to work towards a partnership
Time line: 3 - 6 mths

This stage is called A Developing Relationship
When you feel:

• Your relationship is getting better and better
• You are sharing most aspects of your time and life together
• You are starting to think as a "we"

then you are ready for a Level 2 commitment.

Agreements you and your partner should make includes:

• You and your partner agree that your relationship is special and worth nurturing
• You and your partner agree that your relationship has the potential to be a lasting partnership
• You and your partner agree to work together through honestly communicating feelings, looking at your own blocks to intimacy, and learning to understand one and other in order to create that potential lasting partnership

Commitment level #3 : Commitment to spend your future together
Time line: 6 mths to however long you need

The time spend on this level is up to individual and couple. On the age and their relationship experience. Those younger need a longer time while those in their 30s and with relative experience and know what they want may spend a shorter time at this level. This is where a couple builds their foundation.

You are ready for a Level 3 commitment when

• You have created a strong and healthy partnership that is functioning well most of the time
• You feel sure that you want to spend your future together, if not for the rest of your life
• You have no desire to investigate anyone else as a possible partner
• You feel totally loved and appreciated by your partner almost all the time
  

Agreements you should make with your partner at this level

• You and your partner agree that you want to spend your future together
• You and your partner agree to formalise your commitment by either:
  - becoming engaged to be married
  - planning on becoming engaged as soon as you can
  - deciding to live together
• You and your partner agree to continue working on yourselves and the relationship in order to eliminate any remaining doubts or obstacles to a successful lifetime commitment

Commitment level #4 : Commitment to spend the rest of your lives together

You are ready for a Level 4 commitment i.e Marriage
When:

• You've had a Level 3 commitment for some time (engaged, living together etc) and have worked through whatever circumstantial obstacles or emotional issues were in your way.
• You have total trust and faith in your relationship and its ability to continue to grow as well as survive whatever adversity it faces
• You feel excited about exploring deeper levels of love, intimacy, and surrender with your partner
• You are sure that you and your partner have enough compatibility to be "right" for each other

There! You have it, when you are ready for Level 4 commitment, Congrats, you are ready for a marriage. Agreements will be your marriage vows... :)

If your partner does not agree to any of these or that when you are ready for a higher level of commitment but not him/her, then maybe it is time to move on.

You may think it is not at all romantic to have to go thru all these steps and thots. Shouldn't marriage or THE ONE come naturally? Like whistles and bells and you know instantly when you meet the right one? I would love that too.... but I think you have to love with both your heart and head. That will minimise a lot of heartaches later.

Sure glad that is my COA too...^^
Maybe I can write a book too......hmmmm

Evolution of my couple behaviour

Yo, another entry on myself... narcissistic hor? :p

Well, I have been thinking these few days on how much I have changed in terms of my behavior in a relationship. Started since 16...haha. I'm sure there are much changes.

I was not really into holding hands or holding waist with my first love. I was independent and boyish. Need no pampering. He complaint I was not feminine enough. That I was okay with or without love or partner. Steadfast on what I expect from a boyfriend and his behavior. I was the go-getter and winner. Never a whimper.

But as I grow older and had more relationships, I started to learn about how to behave and expect from my various partners. I learn that I should be more feminine. I learn to be romantic and create memories on special events. I learn to enjoy pampering from my boyfriends. I learn that communication is VERY VERY important in a relationship. Must always communicate your tots and feelings about your partners to them. How they make you feel, how they are upsetting you. Showing appreciation by a simple "thank you" for the time and effort they spent on you. Even for just loving me. Everyone likes to be appreciated and acknowledged. That you should show your love not only by words, but by physical contact too. A simple kiss on the cheek, a simple hug at the end of the day. I've evolved to be more mushy, more girly, know how to 撒娇 more with each relationship. Guess my bfs have all spoilt me... :p

However,some common comments they have of me was that I have the mentality of a guy. I know what I want in a relationship, never draggy, never needy. I love myself more than any of them. That I am very relax on their reins and they have all the freedom to do their things and meet their friends.

Then I guess age and things I saw changed me. I thought I should not be such a superwoman and be a "小女人" afterall. That I should place relationship as the top priority. Seems it doesn't work that way anyway. Some people find that too "sticky" or "needy". Isn't it ironic that things dun work out the way when I change my style? Maybe I should go back to how I behave in the begining.

Or maybe the challenge is for me to know when to be superwoman and when to be "小女人". But really, I can't see myself revolving just around a guy. I still can't be a "小女人". I cannot take it down that I have to be the one changing and making the relationship work. I dun think this is the way a relationship should be.

But I can't help wanting to take it up as a challenge? Hmmm..... 人很泛贱 hor?

Have to be Happy

Oh no! I was reading my prev post and I realised how sad my blog sounds now! This is very bad!

Gotta blog more on happy happenings.... say CHEESE! ^^

I think

I think when you are no longer interested in what is happening in your partner's life. The love has already died.

Tired Night

Wah... had a very tired night last night. 5 calls and the last one lasted for 3 hrs!! Haiz.
Now having gastric and feeling a bit sick. Hopefully I am okay by tml... still another 3 more day duties.. :(

Haiz, went for a threaten to commit suicide and killing her children case yesterday. She just gave birth, husband wanted to divorce her and marry anther woman. So she locked herself in her room holding a knife threaten to kill the child. Wah, used a lot of resources man. Negotiation and counseling took 3 hrs before she released her 2 yr old son and new born. Must be the stress from post natal and the fact that the husband had an affair that make her snap.

Another case of hanging attended by another colleague of mine was a 55 yr old woman who hung herself after discovering her husband had an affair too. Haiz.... soooooo sad rite? Makes one thinks of where is the promise that couples made when they are solomanised. Are people so forgetful? You know, I dun know if I will ever react that way if it was me in the situation. Maybe I'm all sane and resonable now to know that all these are silly but when you are in depression, you never know when you will just snap and do funni thing. Sigh..... tired, dun want to think so much liao.

Go play with my new laptop...haha... chaozzz

See open!

Hmm... so proud of myself these days. I've came to accept and see open the situation le.
I'm still myself and of cos my principles stays the same. Ha.. so I did not change afterall.
Just that I am now more aware of my different feelings and reactions. And I can then better control them that way.

Like what was agreed at first, we dun know how it will end.
So I should be at peace with what I am doing and how it will eventually end.

Cheers to me! ^^

命中注定

Just watched a documentary on Channel U. Its a series about lives of 2 ppl who were born on the same day, same month, same year. How can you beat the odds? :)

Today story is about a young couple. Wow, the story machiam really from a novel lor..haha.

Gary and Millie were born on the same day, same month, same year. Both had difficult childhood. Gary is genetically monochromatic. His world consist of only black and white. He was inferior of his handicap and was always compared against his brother who is the better one. He became a gangster cos they are the only ones who make him feel loved and unique.

Millie was the middle child and always felt neglected by her parents. She is very quiet and keep things to herself. Never would the 2 of them thought they will find their soul mate in each other.

As fate would have it, they both went to the same Secondary school, same class in Sec 3, same CCA and participated in NDP. Millie never had a good impression of Gary at first. He was the typical Ah Beng type. But as they spend almost everyday together and got to know each other more, a precious friendship developed. It was as if they are fated to be together and a confidant to each other. It was so sweet when they re-enact the part when they confess to each other their feelings. Gary really loved Millie.

I love the way when Gary said Millie is cute, whether in character or appearance and just seeing her smile makes his day. Whenever he is upset, he will definitely melt under Millie's smile. Soooo sweet hor? Then there was once they had a very heated quarrel and Gary decided to take a walk. He sensed Millie was nearby and true enough, they meet right in the middle of the street and collapased into each other's arms.... drama hor? LOL. And maybe they have the same birthdate and thus there is telepathy between them. They almost can find each other....Awww...

Some lucky ones will find their soul mate, some will never be found. Is it heaven-made or man-made? Haha, if heaven never make, then will have to depend on us lor... :p

But to have the chance to walk side by side is already something precious.

“因为有情，所以再苦都愿意。”

“能在人生的道路相遇与通行已经是一种缘分，好好的珍惜这份缘才不枉此生”

Love

Love came ....before you know it you are already flat on your face.
That's always the way of world isn't it?

Evolution of Love

Once upon a time when we were still young, we had this innocent and utopia idea of living happily ever after with our love ones. Girls will meet their knights in shinning armour and boys will meet their gentle and beautiful princesses.

Then comes the time when we are older and have more definite idea of love. It is no longer staying in a castle, being bullied by ugly step sisters or slaying dragons. It is about heartaches, heart racing, tears, laughter. It is about being with the person you love 24/7, about wanting to make the person happy, about waiting beside the phone for under the block for hours, about wanting to provide for the person and being reliable for your love one to lean on you.

Then we lean about the damages love can inflict the hard way. Then we start to build a fortress around us. Then we start to close up. Then we start to demand more instead of giving. In order not be hurt we stop loving. I read this article in this month CLEO magazine. One of the interviewee mentioned the negative examples of those around her.. friends and family ended up in separation or divorce caused her to lose faith in marriages. If the r/s is going to end badly, why go into one in the beginning?

Men and women are getting more selfish and self-centered. They will place themselves first before their partners. We are talking about the majority here. Infidelity is not uncommon among young couples. Is it because we are greedier? We sought to live life to the fullest? Not to have any regrets? To enjoy life to the fullest? To experience love again?

Aye, me too lar. Self-centered. Expect people to love me as much as I love them. Is expectation tolerable in a relationship? Should we still maintain the notion of "Love is giving without expecting anything in return"? Is it still feasible in our current context? Shouldn't a relationship be of equal standing? Giving and claiming as much? Is this our definition and expectation of love now? That we will turn our heads away if it doesn't work out the way we want?

Some of us will want things to fall into place before we embark on another project in life. For example, career before marriage. Actually it is the most logical approach. We have all outgrown the phrase and know that we cannot live on love alone. Assuring the dough is the way to go cos if without it you can forget about a happy marriage or relationship. In the end we love our career more than our partners. Some people derived their self-worth from their jobs too. They are in control only at their playground and no where else. So is that really such a puzzle that we will rather love our computers rather than another person?

Then after working our ass off, we will be too tired to care about another person. No problem at all that we need a little personal space to unwind and take care of ourselves first but sometimes we just take things for granted and forget to thank and appreciate those who love us. So we will want someone who comes when we need them and leave us alone when we want some "me" time, do not complain when we dun have time to spend with them, yet show us the care and concern when we need them. Hmm.... sounds too good to be true? It may just happen in the near future. You can customise your virtual partner in terms of looks, personality and what you want them to do in different situations. Well, if I have the money, maybe I will research more into this. Think this will be a multi billion venture...hahaha.

So how do you define love? And how are you doing to deal with it when it finds you? Good luck! *wink*

By GEORGE CARLIN

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom.

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

还我一片天

那天心血来潮想到 Marina South 去放风筝。拿了前一天刚买的风筝，充满期待的出门去了。路途还真够耗时,搭了地铁到 Marina Bay Station，平时的出口封住了，我沿着另一个出口到了陆面。该转左还是右呢？我决定了往右，就一直走，一直走，身边好多的建筑工程啊，原来是 IR 要来了...哈哈！Eh? 为什么好像到了快速公路还不见车站？于是我就问问身边的外国劳工...原来车站在另一边！ 唉，没办法只好走回头路，这一下子就耗了15分种。当我赶到车站时，巴士刚开走，我只好坐在那儿乖乖的等个45分钟。我想没关系，只要我能放得了风筝就可以了，哪怕我要到的那片草地没空位，我还能到公园。

巴士终于来了，我兴奋的上了车，可是迎接我的却是重重的铲泥车，高高的铁架...我那绿油油的草地呢？那能让我牵着风筝自由奔跑到蓝天白云怀抱里的草地呢？我好失望，好失望啊！那些钢铁水泥就象是一只只妖怪咀嚼了我的天空。我也不下车了，任由巴士把我送回原点。是不是不断的向昨天借一点空间，就是更好的对待明天？

还我一片天，我只要一个空间让我的风筝飞向蓝天....

14th Aug

My birthday! Eh....wiser by 1 year liao. Time files man.

Went for dinner and KTV with Ricky, Tam and gang. Too tired for part II cos of my last 3 days stint as volunteer instructor teaching First Aid in Red Cross. But...really long time never drink till drop liao..haha.

Was very surprised to be given a birthday cake by them yesterday after midnight. Gam Dong lor... tears almost flow down liao. *sob sob* I was thinking to myself if I ever will get to eat a cake this year....:p

Very happy to receive birthday greetings from friends...and my dad. He never fails to send me a sms on my birthday. :) At least this is heart warming.

Year by year pass by. Nothing much to look forward to. Live day as it is bah. Happy can liao....
Happy Birthday to me! V^^

P.S. Bought a kite today. Tml go fly kite....hehe

不值得

歌手：梦飞船

除了想你除了爱你
hu ~我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记整理心情
hu ~我真的真的想放弃

你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续

这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣
这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你

除了想你除了爱你
hu ~我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记打开心情
hu ~我真的真的想放弃

你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续

这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣
这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情

我决定不为你而毁了心
不为你而放弃爱情
不为你而毁了心

我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你

他不爱我

歌手：莫文尉


他不爱我牵手的时候太冷清
拥抱的时候不够靠近
oh他不爱我说话的时候不认真
沉默的时候又太用心
我知道他不爱我
他的眼神说出他的心
我看透了他的心
还有别人逗留的背影
他的回忆清除的不够乾净
我看到了他的心
演的全是他和她的电影
他不爱我尽管如此
他还是赢走了我的心

我知道他不爱我
他的眼神说出他的心
我看透了他的心
还有别人逗留的背影
他的回忆清除的不够乾净
我看到了他的心
演的全是他和她的电影
他不爱我尽管如此
他还是赢走了我的心

我看透了他的心
还有别人逗留的背影
他的回忆清除的不够乾净
我看到了他的心
演的全是他和她的电影
他不爱我尽管如此
他还是赢走了我的心

Wahaha...this is the first time I see so many ambulances side by side. Taken at CGH...still got 2 more behind (lens not wide enough) heh. Look very manjestic hor? :p

Soulmates

My definition of a soul mate is

- Your best friend
- whom you can count to give you support
- whom you can relied on
- whom you can be totally yourself with
- whom will listen to you when you talk
- whom will make you happy
- whom you can share your joys/dreams/fears/sadness with
- whom love you as you are
- whom you will want to make him/her happy
- whom you will want to sacrificed for
- whom can fulfilled you and you him/her
- whom you can grow together
- whom may make you sad/frustrated but you still love him/her and want to be together
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A prev entry

9 Ways of Marrying The Wrong Person - by Rabbi Dov Heller, M.A.

3. You pick the wrong person because the man doesn't understand what a woman needs most. Men and women have unique emotional needs, and more often than not, it is the man who just doesn't "get it".

Jewish tradition places the onus on the man to understand the emotional needs of a woman and to satisfy them. The unique need of a woman is to be loved -- to feel that she is the most important person in her husband's life. The husband needs to give her consistent, quality attention. This is most apparent in Judaism's approach to sexual intimacy. The Torah obligates the husband to meet the sexual needs of his wife. Sexual intimacy is always on the woman's terms. Men are goal-oriented, especially when it comes to this area. As a wise woman once pointed out, "Men have two speeds: on and off." Women are experience-oriented. When a man is able to switch gears and become more experience-oriented, he will discover what makes his wife very happy. When the man forgets about his own needs and focuses on giving his wife pleasure, amazing things happen.
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Have you found yours?

Damn Cat Killers

What makes them more superior to take others life? >:(





STOMP

I hope the killer will get his just deserts!

Tributes to the deceased of the Earthquake

狙击手

狙击手漠视身边的哀吼

毫无筛选 一击任凭被带走

突如其来 宿命来不及追究
谁能逃避无情的眼眸

劫后余生仍考验力量的去留

生命的迹象是振奋人心的镜头
努力活着是厄运敌不过的对手




http://moodles.wordpress.com/2008/05/19/狙击手/

Tributes to the deceased of the Earthquake I

孩子，快抓紧妈妈的手- 三春晖
(献给在四川大地震中遇难的孩子们)

孩子
快抓紧妈妈的手
去天堂的路
太黑了
妈妈怕你
碰了头
快
抓紧妈妈的手
让妈妈陪你走

妈妈
怕
天堂的路
太黑
我看不见你的手
自从
倒塌的墙
把阳光夺走
我再也看不见
你柔情的眸

孩子
你走吧
前面的路
再也没有忧愁
没有读不完的课本
交不完的答卷
你要记住
我和爸爸的模样
来生还要一起走

妈妈
别担忧
天堂的路有些挤
有很多同学朋友
我们说
不哭
哪一个人的妈妈
都是我们的妈妈
哪一个孩子
都是妈妈的孩子
没有我的日子
你把爱给活着的孩子吧

妈妈
你别哭
泪光照亮不了
我们的路
让我们自己
慢慢的走
妈妈
我会记住
你和爸爸的模样
记住我们的约定——来生还要一起走

http://bbs.cnr.cn/thread-300309-1-1.html

SMS

Got this SMS from a friend..... hmm... what say you?

1月25日, 雪灾＝天灾
3月14日，藏独＝人祸
5月12日，地震＝地灾

1+2+5=08
3+1+4=08
5+1+2=08

08年08月08日 奥运会

地震发生那天正好是距离奥运会88天，都是巧合？

真是佩服李白，在唐朝就知道今年奥运，地震了：

北暮沧山兰舟四
京无落霞缀清川
奥年落叶缘分地
运水微漾人却震

前四个子－－北京奥运
后四个子－－四川地震

？？

Eh... guess its the time again. The feeling sad period? :/

Met Eleena, my batch ger from WOCC today at Kester's father's wake. So happens that Kester's sis is her understudy. It makes me think back.....how life would be if I'm still in the force.

There are 3 major decisions that I've made so far.... and I'm starting to regret 2 of them. Does that mean I did bad decisions? I dun know. Damn sian lor.

And guess what? It was KY that pronounced Kester's father DOA. Hmm... I'm sure it feels funni when you have to pronounced someone you know to be dead. Well, part and parcel of our job bah.

Cyclones, earthquakes.... well, maybe the world is really coming to an end. Might as well.... look at the human species now.

失物

很多人遗失，
很多人丢弃，
很少人捡起 - 勇气这东西。

-1月2003年




moodles 图画库

Poor Joven

Poor Joven broke his collarbone! But being his naughty and active self, he was up and smiling in no time. Check out the following... *rolleyes*

TTSH

这张照片是我在送了个紧急病人后拍的。这是 TTSH 的 resus area. 我也不知为什么，只想把这夜深人静的一幕拍下。

夕阳

“夕阳无限好，只惜近黄昏"

想寻找最好的位置，看最艳丽的晚霞，可惜往往待我们找到好位置时，夕阳的魅力已过。曾几何时，我们追求最好的而蹉跎了光辉岁月。还好，最终还是让我找到了最好的位置，目睹了夕阳最后刹那的含羞。虽然短暂，可还是值得的。这是不是一个预兆？哈哈！

A sad case

Went for an RTA case during my last duty. That was my first trauma arrest case....and a child somemore. Sad. So were my whole crew. First time for all of us. At least there is something for the sec com to reminisce when he goes back from his attachment.

Sad case. But an experience for all of us.... rest in peace boy.....

商机

Wah.... was trying to nap after my night shift but cannot sleep. My whole mind is just thinking of ways to start a biz! I've a few ideas but still need to do some research to see if it is viable. Really.... since I spend so much time in front of the comp and I have 2 off days. I really think I should use these time to make more money. To create multiple stream of income.... Best if it is passive income.

I should first read up more on investment. I actually am pretty scared cos I'm never good at math and I hate numbers. But maybe I shall take this up as a personal challenge to improve myself.

Next is to do what I really like. Selling handicraft stuff bah. I like to sew and knit and do all sorts of handicraft. Then maybe I will teach dancing. If all these make money, then maybe I can quit my present job.... :p Haha.

Need to inspire myself more like watching "理财有方". Brought back all those ambitions and ways to handle your personal finance. I mean I still do it now.... but not consciously. Target.... to build my wealth...haha.

9 ways of marrying the wrong person

A prev entry......

by Rabbi Dov Heller, M.A.

1. You pick the wrong person because you expect him/her to change after you're married. The classic mistake: Never marry potential. The golden rule is, if you can't be happy with the person the way he or she is now, don't get married. As a colleague of mine so wisely put it, "You actually can expect people to change after they're married... for the worst!" So when it comes to the other person's spirituality, character, personal hygiene, communication skills, and personal habits, make sure you can live with these as they are now.

2. You pick the wrong person because you focus more on chemistry than on character. Chemistry ignites the fire, but good character keeps it burning. Beware of the "I'm in love" syndrome. "I'm in love" often means, "I'm in lust." Attraction is there, but have you carefully checked out this person's character? Here are four character traits to definitely check for:

Humility: Does this person believe that "doing the right thing" is more important than personal comfort? Do I want to be more like this person? Would I like my child to turn out like him or her?

Kindness: Does this person enjoy giving pleasure to other people? How does s/he treat people s/he doesn't have to be nice to? Does s/he do volunteer work? Give charity?

Responsibility: Can I depend on this person to do what s/he says s/he's going to do?

Happiness: Does this person like himself? Does s/he enjoy life? Is s/he emotionally stable? Ask yourself: Do I want to be more like this person? Do I want to have a child with this person? Would I like my child to turn out like him or her?

3. You pick the wrong person because the man doesn't understand what a woman needs most. Men and women have unique emotional needs, and more often than not, it is the man who just doesn't "get it".

Jewish tradition places the onus on the man to understand the emotional needs of a woman and to satisfy them. The unique need of a woman is to be loved -- to feel that she is the most important person in her husband's life. The husband needs to give her consistent, quality attention. This is most apparent in Judaism's approach to sexual intimacy. The Torah obligates the husband to meet the sexual needs of his wife. Sexual intimacy is always on the woman's terms. Men are goal-oriented, especially when it comes to this area. As a wise woman once pointed out, "Men have two speeds: on and off." Women are experience-oriented. When a man is able to switch gears and become more experience-oriented, he will discover what makes his wife very happy. When the man forgets about his own needs and focuses on giving his wife pleasure, amazing things happen.



4. You choose the wrong person because you do not share a common life goals and priorities. There are three basic ways we connect with another person:

-chemistry and compatibility
-share common interests
-share common life goal

Make sure you share the deeper level of connection that sharing life goals provide. After marriage, the two of you will either grow together or grow apart. To avoid growing apart, you must figure out what you're "living for," while you're single -- and then find someone who has come to the same conclusion as you. This is the true definition of a "soul mate." A soul mate is a goal mate -- two people who ultimately share the same understanding of life's purpose and therefore share the same priorities, values and goals.

5. You pick the wrong person because you do not have a deeper emotional connection with this person. To evaluate whether you have a deeper emotional connection or not, ask: "Do I respect and admire this person?" This does not mean, "Am I impressed by this person?" We are impressed by a Mercedes. We do not respect someone because they own a Mercedes. You should be impressed by qualities of creativity, loyalty, determination, etc. Also ask: "Do I trust this person?" This also means, "Is he/she emotionally stable? Do I feel I can rely on him/her?

6. You pick the wrong person because you choose someone with whom you don't feel emotionally safe. Ask yourself the following questions: Do I feel calm, peaceful and relaxed with this person? Can I fully express myself with this person? Does this person make me feel good about myself? Do you have a really close friend who does make you feel this way? Make sure the person you marry makes you feel the same way! Are you afraid of this person in any way? You should not feel you need to monitor what you say because you are afraid of how the other person will view it. If you're afraid to express your feelings and opinions openly, there's a problem with the relationship. Be on the look out for someone who is always trying to change you. Another aspect of feeling safe is that you don't feel the other person is trying to control you. Controlling behaviors are a sign of an abusive person. Be on the look out for someone who is always trying to change you. There's a big difference between controlling" and "making suggestions." A suggestion is made for your benefit; a control statement is made for their benefit.

7. You pick the wrong person because you don't put everything on the table. Anything that bothers you about the relationship must be brought up for discussion. Bringing up the uncomfortable stuff is the only way. To evaluate how well the two of you communicate, negotiate, and work together. Over the course of a lifetime, difficulties will inevitably arise. You need to know now, before making a commitment: Can you resolve your differences and find compromises that work for both of you? The world is all about compromises. Never be afraid to let the person know what bothers you. This is also a way for you to test how vulnerable you can be with! this person. If you can't be vulnerable, then you can't be intimate. The two go hand in hand.

8. You pick the wrong person because you use the relationship to escape from personal problems and unhappiness. If you are unhappy and single, you'll probably be unhappy and married, too. Marriage does not fix personal, psychological and emotional problems. If anything, marriage will exacerbate them. If you are not happy with yourself and your life, take responsibility to fix it now while you are single. You'll feel better, and your future spouse will thank you.

9. You pick the wrong person because he/she is involved in a triangle. To be "triangulated" means a person is emotionally dependent on someone or something else while trying to develop another relationship. A person who hasn't separated from his or her parents is the classic example of triangulation. People can also be triangulated with things as well, such as work, drugs, Internet, hobbies, sports or money. Be careful that you and your partner are free of triangles. The person caught in the triangle cannot be fully emotionally available to you. You will not be their number one priority. And that's no basis for a marriage.

风筝

飞吧
搂着无数的梦想，渐渐的依向蓝天

飞吧
穿着彩色的衣裳，展现尔诺多姿的体态

飞吧
拖着淡淡的忧愁，抛至与九霄云外

飞吧
带我远离这忧伤的城市

飞吧！飞吧！

The time traveller's wife

by Audrey Niffenegger
This clever and inventive tale works on three levels: as an intriguing science fiction concept, a realistic character study and a touching love story. Henry De Tamble is a Chicago librarian with "Chrono Displacement" disorder; at random times, he suddenly disappears without warning and finds himself in the past or future, usually at a time or place of importance in his life. This leads to some wonderful paradoxes.

From his point of view, he first met his wife, Clare, when he was 28 and she was 20. She ran up to him exclaiming that she'd known him all her life. He, however, had never seen her before. But when he reaches his 40s, already married to Clare, he suddenly finds himself time travelling to Clare's childhood and meeting her as a 6-year-old. The book alternates between Henry and Clare's points of view, and so does the narration. Reed ably expresses the longing of the one always left behind, the frustrations of their unusual lifestyle, and above all, her overriding love for Henry. Likewise, Burns evokes the fear of a man who never knows where or when he'll turn up, and his gratitude at having Clare, whose love is his anchor.

The expressive, evocative performances of both actors convey the protagonists' intense relationship, their personal quirks and their reminiscences, making this a fascinating audio.

Interesting read..... :)

Intimacy

Read this article in the latest issue of "Her World" on the moment after sex. Seems like we got our answer on our complain abt men ignoring the women and just turn over to sleep after sex. Its a symptom called "Post-orgasmic anxiety". Developing anxiety after orgasm and feel like running awayfrom their partners. Some points on this phenomenon.


1. Men also have the feeling that they are the ones doing all the work, and that they are responsible for the pleasure of the love making session and tt breds resentment. They may also develop negative emotions such as guilt, lonliness and frustration and do not know how to handle them.

2. Even if their female partners are active and enthusiastic, they may also have this notion that "Damnit! The more she does to me, the more I have to do to her in return."

3. For most men, sex has a goal- to reach orgasm. They believed the desire for sex is purly physical. Yet after climaxing they also may feel dissatisfied, then they did what they are"supposed" to do.

I must confess, but I can't do so for the rest of my species that I do have those kinda feelings stated in point 1 & 2. Maybe I am more "man"? Haha...

As for point 3, the men dun realised for us, sex is not only for orgasm and physical wants, it is more of an act of intimacy, or us willing to share ourselves with our men and tt people make love to satisfy their physical and emotional needs. People sometimes dun realised that the most satisfying love making session is when he is doing it with the one he loves. Its about connecting both physically and emotionally and sometimes spiritually.

Being naked in front of another human being (emtionally - pun intended) is an enormous risk for ppl who are used to hiding their feelings they conect with weakness.

Guess to really enjoy the ecstasy of a fulfilling sex act, the fundamentals of trust and acceptance in any relationship is still the main factor.... hmmm.... I am stating the obvious.. :p

Meet up

Met up with Viz the other day when I was shopping in AMK. Hmm... I'm glad his prospect is bright and of cos that he already has his goals in view. May success be yours, bro!*wink*

So what have I been busy with? Oh...of cos spend time with dear dear. Must communicate mah.... honeymoon period leh.

Went for fortune-telling at the River HongBao. Said the same thing with my prev one. Better fortune if I get married... best with kids. *rolleyes*

Nothing much happened. Work is work. No complaints too... heh heh...

Oh... had some inspirations for a poem... will work on it. :)

Chaozzz

Closed

Closed another chapter...... I'm glad :)

Eassy & Difficult

Easy is to get a place in someone's address book.
Difficult is to get a place in someone's heart.

Easy is to judge the mistakes of others.
Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes

Easy is to talk without thinking.
Difficult is to refrain the tongue

Easy is to hurt someone who loves us.
Difficult is to heal the wound...

Easy is to forgive others.
Difficult is to ask for forgiveness

Easy is to set rules.
Difficult is to follow them...

Easy is to dream every night.
Difficult is to fight for a dream...

Easy is to show victory.
Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity...

Easy is to admire a full moon.
Difficult to see the other side...

Easy is to stumble with a stone.
Difficult is to get up...

Easy is to enjoy life every day.
Difficult to give its real value...

Easy is to pray every night.
Difficult is to find God in small things...

Easy is to promise something to someone. Difficult is to fulfill that promise...

Easy is to say we love.
Difficult is to show it every day...

Easy is to criticize others.
Difficult is to improve oneself...

Easy is to make mistakes.
Difficult is to learn from them...

Easy is to weep for a lost love.
Difficult is to take care of it so not to lose it.

Easy is to think about improving.
Difficult is to stop thinking it and put it into action...

Easy is to think bad of others.
Difficult is to give them the benefit of the doubt...

Easy is to receive.
Difficult is to give

Easy to read this.
Difficult to follow

Easy is keep the friendship with words.
Difficult is to keep it with meanings.

回忆

唉！最近又在那儿胡思乱想了。

回忆啊，回忆。我们的过去都是由回忆铸成的。

最近突然想忘了从前的一切，不要有回忆.

那我们就可以从新的过每一天,而不会被我们的过去干扰现在做的决定......

男人 vs 女人 I

男人喜欢看 女人喜欢听
常给男人看美丽的你
常给女人听赞美的话

男人常以自己的观点来了解女人的需要

男人还怕女人唠叨
女人害怕男人沉默

当女人问你无聊的问题时
女人只是要你同意她们的决定

女人喜欢啰嗦
男人长话短说
只要让女人讲到qouta自然就安静了

男人喜欢女人暴露，只要不是他的女人

女人要养一颗温柔的心
男人要养一颗尽责的心

女人最大的胜利是成为男人的最后一个女人
男人最大的胜利是让女人认为她是他最后的女人

聪明的男人懂得道歉

男人的视野只有80度
女人的有180度

性是女人为婚姻付出的代价
婚姻是男人为性付出的代价？

女人总是自欺欺人

男人比女人可怜
需要卡载3个女人中间- 妈妈。岳母。老婆

女人讲究面容
男人讲究面子

男人的花言巧语是不会对老婆说的！

喜事连连连

Wah... I lot of wedding this year wor. Lai and Vivinne finally getting married. Haha... I told Lai before, I have a gut feel that 他们还有缘的. And I am right... V^^

兜兜转转，还是回到原点。原来夫妻还是需修三世缘的。单身朋友中，两个已找到人生伴侣。剩余的，几时再听到wedding bells 呢？

除了Lai & Vivinne, Charlie，Nassir 和 Viki 都打算在年底共结连理. Haha....everyone's fighting for leave in December... 看来红包要分配好噢!:p

放工时正听着我的ipod,首首曲子都钩起了一段回忆.是开心的,是伤心的,是惋惜的..... 心情好沉重.

人生的意义是什么? 不就是找个SOULMATE, 拱手度过剩余的人生么. 可缘分来临时,又有几个能察觉到并且抓住它呢? 有时做人不能钻牛角尖而不肯给向你表白的那个人机会. 人生短短几十年,当你发现他/她的好时, 他/她已经被另一位会惜宝的人抢去了! 后悔莫及噢!

Band of brothers

Finished the whole series with Ben. Haiz... still evoke so much feelings in me. You see the worse in mankind when you are in war. And it is really in real combat terms and conditions can you really test the real leadership ability of a leader...

Hmmm..... I wonder how I would fare if there were ever a chance.... :(

I hope there won't be an war ever. But thinking of human nature.... dun think it is going to ever happen. Humans...... well, I guess that is the way of the world.

Sentence

Yvonne msg me the setence for the taxi driver who knocked Alex down. 12 months and no fine..... what the fuck.

From Ben's Friendster

Who I wanna meet....

"When the time comes for you to choose who you want to be with for the rest of your life, for good or for worst, for rich or for poor, to take good care of... Till death do us part..."

Sweet hor..... ^^

Ya, to find the ultimate soulmate for life......

Updates

Yo, long time no see....

Well, well.... Xmas is just ard the coner. Hee... this year is slightly busier than last year. Eh...okay, I am working on Xmas and Boxing day. And I will be attending parties from 21 - 26(including my work days)... V^^

Wow... end of 2007 liao... so fast.. -_-"

Time to review what I have done for the past year and what new goals I would set for myself in 2008.

Time really flies...haiz

And.... yesterday was crazy. In fact these few days are crazy! Imagine our calls can hit up to 550! Ya...tt is the no. of calls for SDCF..... 8 calls for yesterday. Damn tired. Slept at 0030hrs.... *yawn*

Regulars

Just got to know one of our "regular customer" had passed away 2 months ago. No wonder we have been wondering why he had not called us for so long. It was not a DOA. In fact, he died in the hospital ward. Hmm... his nonsense will only be ? "fondly" remembered by us.....

失意过后

左手曾经努力学好
右手还是捕捉不到
思绪拍子开始乱跑
荡漾在乐谱上的“低”调
音色不再是美丽的破晓
隐退在无声无息的困扰
或许该好好学会
十指紧扣心弦的美好

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吞噬这大海

谁在追读这时代
任意翻阅得太多、太快

谁不是个好奇的小孩
迫不及待拆开时势的精彩

谁还在默读多一点实在
偶尔梦着未曾探索的地带

谁独自漂浮在安逸的状态
缅怀过去、观望现在、漠视未来

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Tired....

Was reading thru the "Thots" entried while transferring the entries from the old blog....
Hiaz, a bit sian and tired lor.
Guess we can't read too much emotional draining articles or writings too..... :(

Looking for.....

My Significant Other should be:

1. Able to help me grow, explore and improve myself
2. Mutal respect for each other
3. Mutal admiration for each other (admire certain traits/talents of your partner)
4. Share some similar interest (the rest can be cultivated)
5. Share common goals in life/marriage
6. Sense of security
7. Able to allow me to be myself*
8. Boyish and adorable (so that I can pamper him)*

Is that too much to ask for?? LOL.....

*Was added later. (list getting longer and longer....hahahah)
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My ealier list. Eh...think no difference in the criteria now also.... :p

New venture

Hihi, haven been updating have I? :)
Cos dun know what to write. Recently took a large step in my life. Decided to go into a r/s afterall. V^^

Hopefully this time rd will turn out right. But guess I can take whatever shit tt comes to me le bah. I KNOW a lot of friends are very keen to "marry" me out...haha. We'll see, we'll see.... Wish me luck ya? ;)

Killing You Softly

Haiz....... is there anything we can do about it?

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Killing You Softly

There is something seriously wrong in Singapore. We have Ministers who are justifying the proposed GST hike with utterly pathetic reasons. The following headline from CNA sums it up :

Proposed GST rise helps lower-income group and grows economy

This is a line that screams contradiction. When GST rises, everything in Singapore rises. Your kopi-o will go up by ten or twenty cents. Your chicken rice goes up by fifty cents. Your groceries which are already bought on the cheap at Sheng Siong will go up. Public transport companies are already raising fares. In short, the cost of living in Singapore will go up. Oh, but we are not suppose to talk about rising costs of living according to MICA. It costs you your job if you write about this. Unless you are responsible and have a solution. So this is the solution. Raise GST to help Singaporeans who are affected by rising costs of living. So this is the great solution which citizens cannot come up with. And in truth it is a staggering solution. How can mere mortals come up with a solution to help Singaporeans hit by rising costs by raising a general consumption tax?

Lets not be sarcastic, nor do we make fun of this solution. Lets just say that this solution screws the lower income group. It does not help them at all. The truthful headline should be that the proposed GST hike hopes to stimulate the economy and then, hopefully help the lower income group. That is approximating the truth of the situation. There is no guarantee the lower-income group will be helped, but through the spin-offs of the fare hike, benefits will trickle to the lower income. However, going by the track record of a failed "many hands approach" and the continued vulgarisation of the word "welfare", the GST hike will most likely not help the lower income group. It screws them again.

The reasoning is that costs of living goes up but this increase will be offset by packages and more jobs, lower personal taxes etc. But very simply put, the Government is raising prices first, which the citizens bear the brunt in the short-term and forever-term, which are then returned to the citizens in the longer-term. Hopefully the returns will be greater. But it just does not make sense. Especially for the lower income group where the short term is the only term. Thye may not even make it to the long term where the supposed benefits of this GST hike will materialise. And even if materialised, the benefits may be in sectors of the economy or sectors of society which the lower income are not in.

But the benefits will be manifest. We can bet on it. The benefits of this GST hike will be magically manifest in 2010 or 2011. A couple of months or weeks before the GE. Suddenly, the State will give their hand-outs. Promise is fulfilled. To help all Singaporeans. When its just a sweetener to buy votes. And singaporeans will then forget that they funded their own GE progress package through acceptance of these hikes.
Raising the cost of living will help the lower income group. It is ridiculous, this reasoning. On the same page, we have NTUC Fairprice promising to help low wage workers by cushioning the impact of the GST hike.

NTUC promises help for low-wage workers to cushion proposed GST hike

On the one hand, the GST hike is supposed to help the lower income. But at the same breath, we are told by our trusted media that there will be help to cushion the impact of the GST hike. But the hike is suppose to help? We are used to such ScrewSpeak. Innured to such contradictions. We just accept these. And our politicians get away with this.

Quote of the Day --

"He was a spry, suave and very precise general who knew the circumference of the equator and always wrote 'enhanced' when he meant 'increased.'" -- Joseph Heller Catch-22

http://xenoboysg.blogspot.com/2006/...you-softly.html

无邪

孩子。天真。无邪。我怀念

选择

应该接受吗？为什么人总要这样矛盾？“不敢做是怕错”，我几时变成胆小鬼啦！单身还是成双成对？天啊！我不敢做选择。怎么办？

昔日

Elizabeth Walk used to be the place that I would go whenever I feel down. Took these photos recently when I walked by there. How it has changed. How do we cherish the land we are born in if the things we are familiar with disappear? Memories are short-term and it disintergrates with time. 是不是不断地向昨天借一点空间，就是更好地对待明天?

"爱，就是在别人的需要中，看到了自己的责任。"

A qoute from my friend. Well, very 踏实的 defination hor. Maybe it comes a time when practicality overwrites the kind of fantasy we have when we were younger. Should I succumb to this attitude too? I have already lost the best of both worlds. Haiz, thinking, thinking.....

Pleasure Factory

Went to see the show the other day. I have friends who commented it is boring, but this show actually brought tears to my eyes. The plot and story line is pretty weak, but if its the following themes that the director wants to bring out, then I think it has at least reach its objectives.

Themes on the contridicting relationship between the prostitute and her daughter, the innocence of a young man, the wistfulness of the China prostitute (or no matter who for that matter) of having the faintest chance of a real love. And the unsuspecting theme of gayness....:p

I guess it is true that men can seperate love and sex however for a woman, love and sex is inseperatable. It takes much much effort to convince themselves of their selfworth to seperate the two.

缘分

haiz....有些东西还是要靠缘分的咯...

我踏出了第一步，但还像没什么头绪。没关系咯，就当是修缘吧！

Burn out?

Haiz.... think I might be feeling burnt out liao. Dun feel like seeing all the gory stuffs and blood and brain matters.... :(
Lots of RTA for last night's duty....

New "friends"

Eh.... came to realise something. Its fun to make new friends and such, but I am still more comfortable with someone I already know bah. Unless there is this instant attraction....haha.

Been going out to dates and social events for single. Make some new friends but no immediate chemistry yet... shall see how bah.. :p

Tots

Was listening to songs on my mp3 for my last duty. Songs that span of past 3-4 years. Come to think of it... I have been thru quite an emotion rollercoster. Felt very emotional and that I've missed alot of chances. Will the ending for the stories be different if I have been more initative and forthcoming? The events and feelings just felt like yesterday..... so close, so familiar yet so far away.

Feeling empty recently. Suddenly I seems to understand why ppl put all their effort into material gains to try to make themselves happy. Ya, felt like going on a shopping spree, a retail theraphy, wanna buy branded clothes, branded bags, drive car.... just feel like spending money to buy happiness...even if it was just for a short while. Maybe I should really engage and start my Spanish Dancing and find more hobbies and activities to fill up my life.

Maybe I am a failure when it comes to friendship. I seems to have trouble connecting with gers and have those girly bondings. Maybe I am too competitive, maybe I am not lucky to find my buddy yet. Yet I cannot always get company from my guy friends as I believe there is no real platonic friendship b/w the 2 genders. I want to have a relationship but I am with my emotion baggage....

Felt that life is very fragile, we need to enjoy life and dun sweat over small things. This comes from the few recent cases that I've attended. You really do not know when you are living this world. Really should spend more time with mum......

Went to a social event by WOW-Her. It was a gaming session with the board game TABOO. Its main objective is to bring single men and women to mingle and expand their circle of friends -> in turn up their chances od getting hitch. :p There are ard 30 ppl there. We have the nerd, the shy and the old....haha, very bad hor me :p For the gers, we have the plus-size and the shy. Age wise for female seems to be 40 as the oldest. And it seems to me that plus-size girls are the ones who really know how to have fun! Really beautiful people, no have. A few still can make it. Anyway, my aim is to know more ppl. It was quite a enjoyable night. They will circulate the email address for those who are okay with it. Most prob I will be joining more of their activities bah. And ya, 1 of them joined "Lunch Actually" and has to pay abt $700 plus for 14 dates... wah! But its members all high flyer ones lar, money is no prob to them.... Luckily I never join them...

Haiz, dun know how to feel already.... just flow with the heart bah.....

M1- India

Love this ad.....wahaha

6th Sense

Hmmm.... think my 6th sense today very accurate leh..heh heh. I had a drink at TCC before meeting my friends for dinner and picked up today's TCC in-house newspaper along the way. I flipped to the front page and there I saw the trail report for Alex's case. I hadn't know it was today but well, my gut feel made me picked up that paper. The trail is going to continue. Will try to get more info from Yvonne.

Next, I walked over to Marina Square's Kenny Rogers to meet my friends. I forgot the exact location of the resturant but I took a diffrent entrance away from my usual route and there it was, just beside the entrance... can you beat that? V^^

I guess you have to be in touch with your mind to be more accurate with your other senses. They always say a woman's 6th sense is accurate, but I dun think tt is always the case. I think sometimes we might just get carried away and are just too sensitive. Especially in terms of r/s... we might be reading too much into the other person's behaviour... :p

Took some photos along the way to Marina. How our land has changed. I shall post some before and after photos later of the Elizaberth Walk. It used to be my fav hangout. It is so tranquil to sit on the breakwaters and watch the river........ haha, me and Alex left our very own graffiti on the pipes there... :p

Adjourned to KTV after the dinner. I dedicated a song.... I dun think I can ever sing/hear that song without thinking of him. Damn! Why must I be playing that song when I heard abt his accident?

Eh, opened my bottle of Bailey's. Nice nice...mmmm. Feel like drinking recently. Need to train back my drinking threshold....haha. ;)

Stupid Stomper

No parking coupon on police car

A STOMPer spotted a police car parked in Orchard Road, without dispaying any parking coupon.

"This is taken on a Monday afternoon. Police patrol car parked for 3 hours with no parking coupons," the STOMPer said in an email today (24 Sept).

"Law enforcers abiding the law?" the STOMPer asked.

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/viewPost5615.aspx

Wahahaha.... this stupid joker is making my toes laugh!!

超级明星脸......明星脸！

Hee... did I mentioned before I was posted to my first station (Bt Batok), the medics got wind that I looked like Jolin Tsai? It was told to me after a KTV outing with them. I rofl, commented that the medic's eyes ta stamp! Gosh they must have felt very very disappointed when they finally saw me bah! Wahaha. I've been told that I looked like Lina Ng, Ann Kwok, Sammi Chang....

Tada! Came across this webbie that compares your face with celebrities and guess whose face always comes up against mine? Surprise! Jolin Tsai is one of them! Hmm... so I shall retract what I said abt the medic? Wahaha...



80% Choi Ji-woo leh....where is my Bae Yong-joon? :(

好傻

I guess I truly loved him. 泪盈再次背叛了我.......

為什麼人生氣時說話大聲?

有一天一個有智慧的教授問他的學生以下的問題：
"為什麼人生氣時說話大聲?"
所有的學生都想了很久，其中有一個學生說：
因為我們喪失了"冷靜"，所以我們會大聲.

"但是為什麼別人就在你旁邊而已，你還是大聲，
難道不能小聲的說嗎?為什麼總是要大聲?"教授又問

幾乎所有的學生都七嘴八舌的說了一堆，

但是沒有一個答案是讓教授滿意的，最後教授解釋說：

"當兩個人在生氣的時候，心的距離是很遠的，

而為了掩蓋當中的距離使對方能夠聽見，於是必須大聲，
但是在聲的同時人會
更生氣，更生氣距離就更遠，距離更遠就又要聲更大聲
........"
教授接著繼續說:"而當兩個人在相戀時會怎麼樣呢?
情況剛好相反，不但不會大聲，
而且說話都很輕聲細語，為什麼?
因為他們
的心很接近，心與心之間幾乎沒有距離，
所以相戀中的兩個人通常是耳語式的說話，


但是心中的愛因而更深，到後來根本不需要言語，
只用眼神就可以傳情，而那
時心與心之間早已經沒有所謂的距離了.....

最後教授做了一個結論:
"當兩個人爭吵時，不要讓心的距離變遠，
更不要說些讓心距離更遠的話，自然的過了幾天，

等要心的距離已經比較沒有那麼遠時，再好好的說吧!!"

Relac

"A laugh a day, keeps your troubles at bay" - me ;)

10 best excuses when you get caught falling asleep on your desk:

10. "They told me at the blood bank this might happen."

9. "This is just a 15 minute power-nap like they raved about in
that time management course you sent me to."

8. "Whew! Guess I left the top off the White-Out. You probably
got here just in time!"

7. "I wasn't sleeping! I was meditating on the mission statement
and envisioning a new paradigm."

6. "I was testing my keyboard for drool resistance."

5. "I was doing a highly specific Yoga exercise to relieve
work-related stress. Are you discriminatory toward people who
practice Yoga?"

4. "Why did you interrupt me? I had almost figured out a
solution to our biggest problem."

3. "The coffee machine is broken..."

2. "Someone must've put decaf in the wrong pot..."

And the #1 best thing to say if you get caught sleeping at your
desk...

1. " ... in Jesus' name. Amen."

Relac II

Relac qoutes are courtesy of "The board of wisdom" (Quotes in my blogger list)

Women's English:
Yes = No
No = Yes
Maybe = No
I'm sorry = You'll be sorry
We need = I want
It's your decision = The correct decision should be obvious by now
Do what you want = You'll pay for this later
We need to talk = I need to complain
Sure go ahead = I don't want you to I'm not upset = Of course I'm upset, you moron!
You're so manly = You need a shave and you sweat a lot
Be romantic, turn out the lights = I have flabby thighs
This kitchen is so inconvenient = I want a new house
I want new curtains = and carpeting, and furniture, and wallpaper
I heard a noise = I noticed you were almost asleep
Do you love me? = I'm going to ask for something expensive
How much do you love me? = I did something today you're going to hate
I'll be ready in a minute = Kick off your shoes and find a good game on
TV
You have to learn to communicate = Just agree with me
Are you listening to me!? = [Too late, you're dead]

Men's English:
I'm hungry = I'm hungry
I'm sleepy = I'm sleepy
I'm tired = I'm tired
Do you want to go to a movie? = I'd eventually like to have sex with you
Can I take you out to dinner? = I'd eventually like to have sex with you
Can I call you sometime? = I'd eventually like to have sex with you
May I have this dance? = I'd eventually like to have sex with you
Nice dress! = Nice cleavage!
You look tense, let me give you a massage = I want to fondle you
What's wrong? = What stupid self inflicted psychological trauma is it now?
What's wrong? = I guess sex tonight is out of the question
I'm bored = Do you want to have sex?
I love you = Let's have sex now!
Love you, too = Okay, I said it, Now can we have sex
Yes, I like the way you cut your hair = I liked it better before
Let's talk = I'll impress you by showing you I am a deep guy then maybe sex?
Will you marry me? = I want to make it illegal for you to have sex without me

- Unknown

Relac III

What do I do when I see someone EXTREMELY GORGEOUS? I STARE, I SMILE, AND WHEN I GET TIRED...I PUT THE MIRROR DOWN

- GAURAV SIDANA

So... the elephant says to the camel "why do you have 2 boobs on your back?" the camel replies "that's a pretty stupid question coming from someone who has a dick on his face"

- Unknown


I dream of a better tomorrow... where chickens can cross roads and not have their motives questioned

- Unknown

Too often, we loose sight of life's simple pleasures. Remember when someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles to frown, BUT it only takes 4 muscles to extend your arm and b****-slap the mother-f***er upside the head.

- unknown

When I die, I want to die like my grandmother, who died peacefully in her sleep. Not screaming like all the passengers in her car.

- Unknown

Tired II

Hmm... pretty tired after 3 straight night duties. Average of 6 calls for the past 3 days lor... x x. Had a stupid call on the second night. Patient gangfight with a deep gaping laceration on his arm. Can even see his tendon and muscle le! Dun want to go hospital nevermind, even haul verbal abuse at me and threaten to complain when I advise him to go hospital. I asked him go ahead, gave him my name and my ambulance callsign. WTF! K lor, its your hand, dun go, get infected, arm rot, amputated, your business. I did my job and if you dun take care and treasure your life/limb, its your pasa. I am not the one in pain!

Haiz, think I a bit sick of seeing all the gore and fats and blood. Dun feel like seeing anymore of it. Think I need a break. So easily burn out..... :(

Somrthing inspiring

一飞冲天

在黎明前整装
用冷静的目光凝望前方
展开钢铁的翅膀
我是飞鹰
空中有我的方向

交出我热诚的心
印在太阳的胸膛
挥洒我满腔热血
映出红霞弥漫

天有多高
我们攀上它的顶端
云有多深
我们闯入它的心房

风雨之中
我茁壮成长
炮火声中
我百炼成钢
纵然云雾阻挡去向
我不彷徨
也不迷惘

Song from a local production "空军". Look at the lyrics, so manly, so inspiring. Makes a boy grow up yah? I like! Inspired me to be be tougher, more resilient, go for my dreams.... tt's what I like abt SAF! Trains you to be tough with integrity (not those back-stabbing)..... the right way. Though I know in reality, a lot of ppl are doing the other way... Haiz. But ppl still need dreams rite? Something good to forward to.....

Noodle vs Bao

Chapter One
===========
One day, noodle quarrel with meat bao(bun). They had a fight but bao was too clumsy and lost badly. He was very angry and he told noodle to stay behind if he has the guts and he'll get his pals to assist him.

Meat bao went to find bread, man tou, jian bao etc to get them to reinforce him. Along the way, they saw maggi mee. They ah bish ah bish ah bish and beat maggi mee up and maggi mee beri puzzled why he kena beaten up. He said, "Why u all beat me? What have I done to deserve
this?" The meat bao said, "Noodle! Dun think u perm your hair then cannot recognise u!"

Chapter Two
===========
Maggi mee, who was beaten up for no reason, was very angry. So he went to find bee hoon, udon, fried noodles etc to seek revenge. But on the way, they met small bao. Maggi mee looked at small bao for a while then told his brothers, "Bra-der! Whack him!" Maggi mee whack small bao harder & harder.

After the noodles family has left, they asked Maggi Mee why he hated small bao so much and beat him up so badly. Maggi mee said. "At first wanna teach him a small lesson only, but then see him act cute, made me so angry."

Chapter Three
=============
The more small bao thought of it, the more buay song he was. So, he found the bao family to whack Maggi mee. Then they found ying shi juan noodles covered with bun. They brought him back as hostage and were about to put him on the stove to force him to talk when the bao head
said, "That's not noodles! That's our undercover!"

Chapter Four
============
The family of bao and noodles are now enemies and they have gang fights whenever they see each other. One day, the noodles family was having a walk when they saw char siew bao alone. Seeing the good chance, all of them attacked him. The noodles family shouted, "Beat him hard
hard! Don't give chance just because he's vomiting blood!"

Chapter Five
===========
Poor char siew bao, with his injuries, went to the baoheadquarters to look for help. All the bao family was activated and together with red bean bao,green bean bun etc. they went to seek revenge. All the passerbys siam them as they look like they will kill.

They saw french fries jalan jalan along, shopping. The bao
family attacked him. The bao head shouted, "Noodle people still wear gold go shopping! Whack him!!!"

Chapter Six
==========
Finally, the bao family manage to kidnap noodle, the one who started up the whole show, and brought him back to the bao headquarter.All the baos took turns to whack him. At the end, the chief of baos - dua bah bao took a final roll over noodle before they dump him.

When the poor noodle finally went home, none of the family member could recognise him bcoz he is totally disfigured - flatten. In order not to let the family bear the bad name, he appears as a new member named Mee pok


Sent to me by a friend. LAME! But funni....wahahaha

Musings

Supposed to cover duty for Stn 12. Went there early in the morning to discover the miscommunication from above that there is no need for manpower coverage for today...=.= Make me wake up so early for nothing....Zzzz

Anyway, was thinking since I am already there, might as well have my breakfast at IKEA. Been such a long time since I've been there to just jalan jalan. Got myself a cup of tea, a lo mai gai and finished up my home-made ham sandwich..yummm!

Nice feeling to be having breakfast under the warm lightings and soft music.. hmm. Had this image in my mind while eating, me making a good breakfast for my hubby, enjoying our breakfast together then sending him off to the door to work. After which I start to do housework in a nice house of cos... Diano!! Eh, since when I am willing to be a housewife?!?! But come to think of it, it really is a blessing to cook and take good care of your hubby and to keep a home nice and clean and pretty.. :) The only fall back is that you have to resist falling into the 黄脸婆 catergory.... No man wants to go home and see a hagged woman no matter how much he loves her. However, too much pampering of your man will make him take you for granted. Need to strike a balance bah... (easier said than done)

Wah, I was dreaming (at least at this moment), it will be nice to be a tai tai,take good care of my hubby, cook for him, pay him attention, keep him happy and at the same time do some freelance/part-time to earn my own money for self-spending. Especially enjoying my hobbies at the same time making money.... hmm.. nice pic hor? :p

Kk, gotta go back to bed and continue my 美梦...Zzzzz

坏？

“男人不坏，女人不爱”？哈哈，男人真的是要有点坏才可爱！;)
女人也是要在适当的时候坏，男人才理睬！

haiz, 人啊！

君子之交

君子之交淡如水，也许这样友情才会长久吧！我不是一个对朋友/友情很有研究的人。对于友情也蛮陌生。Especially between gers. Cos of bad experience since young. 可能我们都被伤害过，因此都会有所防备。不能怪人的，我不也是一样？呵呵.....

Burn the Floor: FloorPlay

Yo, just came back from the dance performance. Heh, let's see, I've bought tics for 2 dance performances and 4 sessions of dance workshop for d:ance festival 2007. :p

Very nice performace, mainly introducing the types of ballroom dancing. I like! Seeing the performance makes me realise something. My true love is still Chinese dance. Although I am interested in all other dances, Chinese Dance remain as my 1 and only true love. So.... I've decided to go for Xiaofeng's performance tomorrow. Been battling as whether to continue with chinese dance. Will I be able to take it that I am back as a normal dancer? I think I missed the most important point. I like dancing, I like performing, I like to be on stage. If I can get all these, why should I mind what my part in the dance will be? I believed with my talents, I can do it! The only prob now is that I am already 30yrs old. How long more can I be a dancer? Would any troupe accept a 30+ year old dancer? =.=

Know what? Dancing is to immersed yourself in the music, flow with the music, surrender to the music. Any dance, any dance at all.

Saw another performance by a group of Jap artists while waiting to be admitted into the theater. Wow, chinese/korean/Jap instruments really can transport you to the nature... so soothing, so peaceful. The lady performing on the Koto, something like the guzhen, wah, so lady-like wearing a kimono and playing the instrument. I wanna be like her too.. :p Think I will pick up erhu,pipa or guzhen when older and have more time.

Was feeling rather aimless for the past few weeks. Well, I've got myself something. To be more filial to mum. I am ashamed to admit that I haven been the most filial daughter. Really should do something before any regrets. And of course to earn more money to support my hobbies... and perhaps a business venture..:p

kk, need to go back office in the morning to finished up the WITS project. Nite!

P.S. Passed my IPPT V^^

What is Marketing?

You see a gorgeous girl at a party.
You go up to her and say, "I am very rich. Marry me!"
That's Direct Marketing

You're at a party with a bunch of friends and see a gorgeous girl.
One of your friends goes up to her and pointing at you says, "He's very rich. Marry him."
That's Advertising.

You see a gorgeous girl at a party.
You go up to her and get her telephone number.
The next day you call and say, "Hi, I'm very rich. Marry me."
That's Telemarketing.

You're at a party and see a gorgeous girl.
You get up and straighten your tie; you walk up to her and pour her a drink. You open the door for her, pick up her bag after she drops it, offer her a ride, and then say, "By the way, I'm very rich "Will you marry me?"
That's Public Relations.

You're at a party and see a gorgeous girl.
She walks up to you and says, "You are very rich, I want to marry you."
That's Brand Recognition.

You see a gorgeous girl at a party.
You go up to her and say, "I'm rich. Marry me"
She gives you a nice hard slap on your face.
That's Customer Feedback

Muahahah....

29 ->30

hey hey.... 30 mins count down to my last few mins of 20+++. Sigh.... soon I will be in my 30s le. Wonder what is in store for me? What challenges will be waiting for me after this milestone? How much wiser and mature will I be? It's exciting and sad at the same time. So much to anticipate yet you know you have spent 30 yrs in this world liao. How long more will I be here? How should I live a more fulfilling life? Am I doing the right thing now? 好多的未知数.....

Read an article in a mag today. Its something abt listening to your heart on what decision to make. Something like listening to what your inner conscious yearn is what you really want and that shall be your best choice at that time. Things will pick up from there and you will give yourself a chance to live better. How I wish I can believe that. I have been making too much decision based on my gut feel.... but are they the best decison? I can't say for sure. Perhaps I should be more confident of myself.....

I shall make a wish once the clock strike 12. Pray my wishes will come true? ;)

A Very Happy 30th Birthday to ME!!! V^^

Happy National Day

Yo, its our Nation's 42nd Birthday! Eh... not too excited this year.. :(

Still missed all my uniforms, commands, duty, honour, country.... :p

May I wish Singapore

风调雨顺
国泰民安

World Peace! V^^

P.S. Am I showing calibre of a beauty pagent candidate? lolzz

House Keeping

Eh... did some housekeeping. Deleted those negative entries. Think I grumble and complain too much le. Its spring cleaning time!

当你能没顾虑的 delete 那篇记录时，你知道你已经放下了。