From Ah Cheng IV

城市霓虹仍灿烂

照亮夜间的孤单

谁的故事将心绑

谁的往事不肯放

岁月流逝人迷惘

不闻不问锁心房

尘埃冰封的遗孀

何年何月才遗忘

十字路口人彷徨

不归之路是罪犯

Too Many Choices

Too many choices, too many crossroads.
Too many thoughts, too many ideas.
Where do I go? What do I feel?
Is this the challenge that is being thrown to me this time round?
Will I be able to face the consequence of my choice?
Why do I have to choose?
What is the correct way?
Done too many major decisions.... I am scared.
Will this be another of my miscalculation?
Can I really live days as it is and decided based on my gut feel and what I am feeling right now?
I feel like crying....

惜福

最近看了部连续剧，都是说男欢女爱。为何每每总是出现这种局面，你爱的人，和爱你的人是不一样的那位。这种情况大概就是我们凡人都面对过的吧！要找个相惜，相知，相爱的几率是少之又少吧！我真的像我妈所说的，不懂得惜福。被上天眷顾的我，4 段感情中，就有 3 段是哥有情，妹有意的安排。可能是我一直都这样幸运吧，就把两情相悦当成是理所当然的。等到我又回到局里，才发现这种缘份得来不易啊！终于懂得惜福了！

新兵小传

Damn! Missed the first 2 episode of the above mentioned TV series. For the benefit of those younger generation, this was the first drama series from the previous SBC (Singapore Broadcasting Corporation) before it was called TCS. I dun understand why they keep saying 雾锁南洋 was the first drama series when I clearly remembers it was the earlier. Anyway, I can still remember the theme song for the show... can you believe it? I only managed to catch the last 5 mins of the Sunday show... >:( Funni siah, toking abt the experience of young enlisted NSFs of that time. Wahaha! Seeing them remind me of my own training...heee. "枪就是你老婆" in our case "枪就是我老公". I really miss my M16 when we finished our Tri-service training. 20 weeks together leh...I still rem my M16 butt no. is 13.

Really, nothing beats the experience when doing national service. The comradeship, the bonding, the craping... you only get these with the guys especially the crapings wahaha. The kind of satifaction when you overcome the challenges and your limits....wow! 非笔墨可形容! Till now I am still very intersted in the new products for the SAF. For example the SAR21, the new SBO webbing.... yes, even the combat ration! :p I think my passion for the SAF might have started with this show..... hur hur.

I was thinking of going HK this aug during my bday. I actually have the opportunity as Mdm Ng's dance troupe is going over to take part in a competition. However after much deliberation, I decided not to go. First, I dun really like the company, second, clothes I bought last year are still sitting in my wardrobe, third, think I will save the money for a Europe trip! Yeah! One more reason, it is during the National Day period. Dun know why but I have this strong feelings that I should be in S'pore on her birthday.... -.-"

Okie, enough of my duty, honour, country.....;)

Had me ROFL

Watch this..... OMG! Wahaha..... My tears come out liao