Nuahing

Tadda!! Guess what? I'm nuahing at home these few days... no studying of my medical textbooks!!! Then it seems like a lot of us are doing catching up with frends before all of us chiong for level 3.... which by that time, we won't have the time even to go toilet..hahaha....

Kay, meeting my sis to help her buy her ROM clothes. Come back and update later....bye!!

下半身是情人

从前，是女人问男人：「我是你甚麽人？」
今天，是男人倒转过来问女人：「我是你甚麽人呢？男朋友？」
不，不是男朋友，因为她已经有男朋友了。

无论她身边有多少男人，只有一个可以称为男朋友。或者，她并没有男朋友，但是，这个正在和她交往的男人，还算不上是男朋友，他还没到达那个境界。

「那麽，是情人吗？」男人问。情人的称号好像有点奇怪吧？似乎只是干那回事的朋友。

「那是情人知己吧？」男人又问。我们爱着并且和他一起生活的男人，又似乎永远不会成为我们的知己。「是好朋友？」男人一脸疑惑。好朋友又不会干那回事！

「难道我是你的儿子？」不！无论年纪多大了，我们还是喜欢做男人的小女孩！我们才不要侍候一个长不大的男人。

「那我到底是甚麽？」男人苦恼地问。现在竟然轮到男人想要名分。
这样吧，你的上半身是好朋友，下半身是情人。

LOL....

Last duty before the D day

Yo, last nite was the last duty I had before I go for my level 3 training. Yeah!! And guess what? The very last case was a collapsed case.... really wanna make me work before letting me off to relac *rolleyes*. Anyway, now I very scared of the "collapsed smell". Ever noticed that there is a stench emmitting from the patients?? Think recently too many collapse liao, just now when I went to SGH for my eye review, I caught a whif of that smell and it almost make me puke.. duhzzz.... glad that I can take some time off...

Yeah, can nuah at home from tml onwards liao, of cos must also read up along the way lar... can't wait for tml... :D

Choices

I am typing here in the afternoon. Went for a KTV session last nite with Tam and the gers. They were celebrating for 2 of Tam's frend. Well, before the KTV, I was working out in the gym. Wah, this morning wake up whole body aching ar... but its good, that shows my mucles were being toned. But the catch was, after the gym session, I was snacking all the way in the KTV room.. -_-".. there goes the effort of my workout.

Sometimes I am very confuse. Shall I carry on being me and not change or shall I change cos that might be more acceptable and my original character is a bit difficult to survived in a community. Sometimes I really think ppl should not think so much, but like a lot of ppl say, no man's an island. You are still subjected to the community and the people around you. I also wish to be indiviual and do what I want. But I can't.

Why am I having this kinda conflict now? I used to be very sure of myself and have my own set of thinking. Izzit the older you are, the more you will think for ppl ard you? If I can managed to change my expectation, maybe I can go back to Charlie, cos no matter who you are with, these are still the fundumental issue that I have to deal with.

Sometimes having too many choices is no good too, you will be confuse. Being in the sales, we were taught you shouldn't give your customer too many choices, they will be confused. Select 1 or 2 or 3 that meets their requirement and leave it as that.

Guess its the same with people bah. No need say to have 3 lar, 2 is enough to give you a big headache liao *rolleyes*. Maybe that is why I am always in a r/s bah, cos I no need to headache abt this kinda thing. You just make sure you are faithful to that 1 person can liao. The rest can stand 1 side.

*Footnote: Just realised I have repeated "confused" quite a no. of times in the entry....hmmm.... I really am confused -_-"...

Shit happens ...

Confucianism: Confucius say: "Shit happens".
Buddhism: If shit happens, it's not really shit.
Islam: If shit happens, it's the will of Allah.
Judaism: Why does this shit always happen to us?
Hinduism: This shit happened in my last life too.
Protestantism: Shit happens cause you don't work hard enough.
Catholicism: Shit happens because you are bad.
Zen: What is the sound of one shit happening?
Episcopalianism: How Dare Shit Happen?
Calvinism: Shit that doesn't stink is a sign of being saved.
Moonies: Only happy shit happens.
Christian Science: Shit is in your mind.
Agnosticism: Maybe shit happens, maybe it doesn't.
Jehova's Witnesses: Let us in and we'll tell you why shit happens.
Rastafarianism: Let's smoke this shit.
Mormonism: Shit happens in both the old world and the new world.
Lutheranism: Have faith in shit.
Baptism: Say Hallelujah to the shit.
Scientology: Extraterrestrials brought the shit.
Hare Krishna: Shit Happens, Shit Happens, Shit Shit Happens Happens, Shit Happens, Rama Rama.
Atheism: No shit.
Taoism: Shit happens.
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Whahaha.... hmm... Shit Happens! :p

Emily's Wedding

Yo, just came back from Emily's wedding. Whew, the first of our group to marry off liao, who will be the next? :p Wahaha... find that recently those frends ard me are all single. I was toking with Tam the other day that we should organise a party and invite all our single frends to come togther for a night of un... good idea rite?? Then is successful, we can even open a date matching agency... hahaha. Maybe can just make it happen.. really what, see Qingying and gang lar, Tam and gang lar, PMs and gang lar.. and their frends.. hmmm

Then today followed Ravinder for calls... hahaha.. guess what? The first call of the case is a collapse and imagine it.. at the polyclinic!! Sudden collapse, no medical history, just complaint of chest discomfort since last nite and after the polyclinic doc administer some medication to her, she collapse! Resus her all the way to hospital, attempted LMA, seems to go in liao leh, but oscillator cannot pass thru and no raise and fall of chest. Took out the LMA and lots of vomitters came out... though we already suctioned it a few times....

After that, another collapse case, but this time when we arrived, dead on arrival liao. Seems to notice and all collapsed patients opened their mouth and skin is damn pale. Sigh.......

Just another day...

What the @$%$

The interdependence relationship between people is really strange. On one 1 hand you dun wish to be involve in relationship, but you can't stop the nagging tots of looking for a companion. And like I always believed, there is very little chances of pure platonic friendship between the 2 genders. If you are always hanging around another person and getting very involve in each other's life, and it never crossed your mind to be romantically involved with that person, are you leading someone on? And to have to choose between 2 persons whom you might have feelings for, isn't it a very tough choice? 爱情,有了麻烦,没了也麻烦..... Haizzz. What the &#%^@ ..

My frend is rite. Maybe I should just wait for the guy who can accept my "strong" personality and not be intimidated by me. For someone to accept me for a challange, he should be quite strong in character too bah.... :p

Reflection

Went for a very meaningful dinner date with a frend. We toked abt somethings that makes me rethink abt myself and to confront my fears and doubts. Guess there are a few issues that I have to take up with myself and deal with it. I know what they are and where the problem lies. I just need to overcome them.... and most importantly, I must be able to cross my own barrier which is often the most difficult.

And I also realised something today, though it has been said over and over again... you must see a person with your heart. What you see may not be the whole truth......

Miss.... your name?

Hmm.... was not very happy with my calls today, especially the chest pain one... so sad!! :(
Haizz... dun talk abt it liao.

Did I update that someone tried to hit on me that day when I was at National Library? Eh, well, he tried to get friendly with me and wanted my no. too... but nope, I am not one who will give my nos. freely, much less a stranger!! Not to mention he looks a bit old and not tall, dark and handsome...*rolleyes* If he were, I might consider.... :p

Got another episode today when I was taking MRT home from work. Someone came up from behind and commented that my bag is cute..hmmm. Eh, my bag is quite common lor... not need to find this kinda topic as a conversation starter bah... -_-". Anyway, introduced myself since he introduced himself and he started asking me if I am still schooling... (translate = I look like a school ger *YEAH* !!) I was huh? Eh... I working liao.. Is he thinking that school gers more guilible?!?!? Said he lived around here and never see me before.... what the duhzzzz.....but this 1 condition better than the other one..Oops.. :p

Hmm.... why am I getting all this unwanted attention recently while those that I wanted them to notice me din??? Its so fustrating!! >:(

阴魂不散的野鬼

阴魂不散的男人是最可怕的。

你和他分手已经两年零八个月了，他仍然每隔几天就打电话给你，求你跟他复合，每半个月，就写一封信给你点。1921年浙江图书馆出版二十四卷本，内容较少，1922年，求你回到他身边。　　

为了避开他，你不惜把工作辞去，搬家，更改电话号码和传呼机号码，然而而已”。第一次提出“辩证逻辑”的概念及其原则：自然界和，任你多么努力，他还是有本事找到你。

你找到一份新的工作，以为从此可以避开他，谁知道有一天，他的电话突然打到你的办公室来，吓了你一跳。神通广大的他的安排。，一听到你的声音，差点就喜极而泣，好像为再次逮着你而高兴。　　

你冷冷的问他找你有什么事，他竟然可以若无其事，忘了你已经和他分手，又再约会你，你拒绝跟他见面“安排”了世界的一切，“如果心灵是支配者，那末心灵将把，他楚楚可怜地说：“我迟些再找你，但是不要忘记，我仍然爱着你。”

这种男人，你即使跟他再说一千遍你们已经完了，都是没用的。你冷淡对待他，他会消失。你以为他从此消失，你就高兴得太早了。他蛰伏一段日子，又会扑出来，吓你一跳，像极了阴魂不散的孤魂野鬼。　　

你算算日子，已经和他分手三年零四个月了，他无论如何也应该死心吧？不，他依然阴魂不散。每年你的生日、圣诞、新年，你首先收到的，不是你男朋友的祝贺，而是这个阴魂酸溜溜的一句：“希望你快乐，我仍然是爱你的。”　　

他不会伤害你，你不用害怕。他不是厉鬼，不会跟你同归于尽。他是没气力投胎的野鬼，他会一直跟在你身后，躲一躲，然后又突然出现。　　

在他找到另外一个可以托付的肉身之前，他会不停乞求你收留他，你休想摆脱他。世上最希望他投胎的，大概就是你，只有当他找到爱情，再世为人，他的阴魂才会放过你。
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Hahahaha.... anyone kana that before??? :p

不对等的热情

感情的事很奇怪。你很投入的时候，对方很抽离。你很抽离的时候，对方又偏偏很投入。　　

你对这段情很投入，可是对方对你一直也有点保留。你很爱他，他却不知道他爱你有多深。你们的热情并不对等。最后，他离开了，你一个人伤心地过日子。　　

某年某天某地，你碰到另一个人，他爱上了你，他对你很好。这一次，却是你不够投入。你不是不爱他，只是你不知道自己爱他有多深。经过上一段感情创伤，你变得有所保留，你比以前冷静得多，你不再相信承诺，不再相信这个人会永远爱你，也不再相信他会给你幸福。他愈投入，你愈抽离。　　

你很清楚知道这样对他不公平，但你没办法。为什么在你未受伤害之前没有遇上他？为什么在你对感情百分百投入的时候，没有遇上他？为什么他偏偏在你不信任感情的时候出现？　　

刚好两个人都百分百投入，原来是不容易的。　　

每个人都有自己的一段历史，我们最好在适当的时候相遇。一个投入的人碰上一个疏离的人，结局只有分手。下一次，我希望我们和遇的时间会好一点。

That always happens.... doesn't it?

Something about feelings

Have you ever loved someone and they had absolutely no idea whatsoever? Or fell for you're best friend in the entire world, and then sat around and watched him/her fall for someone else?

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid.... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie...the thing we fear grows stronger.

Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you can never have them...when the moment you can't feel them under your fingertips you miss them?

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart ... but if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides who it likes and who it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own... when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or that all Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have, or could have had.
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Was thinking should I post this piece here...... still I did it. :)

Decreasing Divorce Rate

Remembered there was 1 prev entry that I've read how a contract should be drawn as "Time Limited Marriage" so as to decease the divorce rate in Sinagpore?

Here's another 1 for you....

How to solve increase in divorce cases:

1. Don't get married.
2 . Make it difficult to get married.
3. Make it very costly and difficult to get a divorce.
4. Whoever wants to win in a divorce case, make that party lose.
5. Take back their HDB flat - don't allow them to sell at a profit.
6. Disqualify them from getting married again for at least 10 years.
7. If they want to remarry, they have to attend courses, and get a certificate to prove that they are now qualified to get married.
8. Make them lose their jobs - employers bar divorcees from jobs.
9. Take away their children, if any, and put them in govt hostels.
10. Make them become like a bankrupt.

Haaaa.... a bit extreme hor?? Hope they dun even think of implementing it.... :p