爱情字典

在爱情的字典里，没有错或对，没有公平与不公平。

认清自己想要的，才坠入爱河。

要不到头来，伤了对方，也伤 了自己。

我已失去爱的勇气。

也许前世注定这份缘，也许今生来相聚。

Sianzzz

生亦何欢 死亦何苦
命似春梦 终归尘土
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缘起，萌芽于树梢上
缘灭，凋零于黄土中
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韵华不为少年留，恨悠悠，几时休。
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月朦胧，星无踪，心中寂寞谁会懂？
夜已深，梦也空，唯有独自伴晚风。
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若没有一个守候归来的家，
哪一个出门的背影称得上是流浪？

若没有一弯温柔的岸，
那一片澎湃敢说自己是海洋？

Rumblings

I am having a headache. Had it since last duty... :(

I am lazy, just lazed in front of my laptop.... haven do spring cleaning... arggggg!!!

I was thinking abt r/s again this afternoon while travelling to do my errands. Haizz, I just want a marriage that is pure and innocent, 没心机，没面具，坦诚相对。有可能吗？ 我好怀念青春期的恋爱，纯纯的，青糍的，含羞的。只要两人相爱，天塌下来也当被盖。我现在还能回到那种心情吗？我好希望我能从爱一次 ....... Damn sian

Headache and day duty tml.... go find uncle zhou le....

Its Raining

Raining, raining...... it has been raining since the morn. Cold cold.... very comforting to be indoors with a sweater or blanket over you...heee.

No calls for the whole day... can you believe it? Went for 1 call, but was taken over just after we left the gate of the station.... then nuah all the way till I knock off. :pp

But a lot of RTA and funni accidents today. Think we have a few cases of trees falling onto cars etc. Fire side was busy today...

The civil emergency excercise Ex NorthStar was carried out early this morn. Heard the siren of the appliances when I was brushing my teeth this morn. Tot they had a very bad RTA case. Hahah.. Turns out to be the activation of the appliances for the Ex. Bradell MRT was affected too. I was ushered to the bus stop to wait for the shuttle bus to ferry between the affected stations to AMK MRT station which is not affected. Was almost late for work.. :p

Its a good Ex to involve so many bodies and agencies as it is thru all these Ex that we explore the loopholes and improved on our current ops plan. Think the most diff part was explaining to the public who are affected bah... *shrug*

There have been recent articles on the usage of form spray to temporary blind the innocent victims while the sex offenders unashamedly molested them. I was discussing with my driver and medics... maybe we should develop the kinda vest like what 黄容 in 射雕英雄传 wore. Prick whoever dares to touch us and kana poison...hahahhaa... a very cold joke (-_-), just suitable for this kinda cold weather... Brrrr

CREATING YOUR 2006

Strategy of the month

CREATING YOUR 2006: 6 areas that would make a difference

You don't need to spend more then half a day putting effort into impacting these areas that would really make a difference in how your 2006 will turn out. Initiating these get you clear on what you need to see, and do.

Reflection of the last year:
Hindsight equips us with the ability to spot, pick out and contemplate what did and didn't go well in the last year. With a clear, detached overview of what happened in the past, it makes lessons learnt easier to swallow. This wisdom allows you to implement what you would do differently this time round.

Intention:
How are you going to create 2006? What is it you are making important for this year? Where is your focus going to be? What do you want to make happen? How is your life going to be impacted? Generate at least 1 commitment for each area of your life e.g. family, social networks, career, finance, hobbies etc.

Will:
There is a difference between a Ferrari with a tank full of fuel, and one which is running on low. The fuel to your Ferrari is your willpower. It feeds the engine that drives the car. How much do you desire what you want? Are you just setting a goal because it sounds nice, or are you conscious of how important it really is to you? Determine how willing you are to do what it takes to get there, even if it means taking on new paths to your goal.

Energy:
Allocate accordingly where you want to channel your energies to. Efforts should be focused on things that make a difference and bring in the results that you desire. It is inevitable that you will have to go through struggles to get there, and getting mindful and intentional about why you chose it in the first place will recreate much needed energy to pull through.

Skills / Knowledge:
What are the skills and/or knowledge required to get you want you want? How are you going to equip yourself with what you need? The more competent you are in your skills, the more effective you are (which equals less stress, mistakes and suffering in that area!). So be sure to spend some time on loading yourself up with the necessary skills and knowledge.

Actions / habits:
Setting up of new plans does require and include the kind of actions needed to support them. What would these be? For example, in my commitment to meet more people, I will need to initiate and get involved in conversations. I need to attend more social functions, thus cultivating myself as a people person. Desires forward action, and action forwards desires.

All you need to do is to get clear on the above, and record it down as a reminder. With a clear focus of your year ahead, you won't have to worry about going off track. Once that is done, take a deep breadth and get ready for action. You will thank yourself at the end for having lived such a fulfilling year!

Hmmm

I am having very bad neck and shoulder ache.... *sob sob*

Boring, boring these few days.... duh....
Went to Bodyshop to "sap" all the post christmas sale items. Got myself eh... 6 bottles of shower gel, 2 tube of mask and a makeup remover :p Shall make myself smell good good... heh. Hmm... shall develop the habit of putting some fragrance ^.^

Went to Guan Yin temple today, have been visiting the temple quite regularly recently. I want to learn to chant matras too, it will help improve my fortune, help to "cao du" the good brothers, and 修身养性. The only problem is tt I'm afraid I will tone down a lot. :(

I have this thinking that young people should have some 爆发力才显得出青春的特色 . *smoke*

Also pray to guan yin niang niang to grant me a good 姻缘 and the wisdom to identify and treasure my 真命天子 when I chanced upon him... :)

That's my update for now.... sleep loh ZZZzzzzzz